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Mon, Apr. 23rd, 2007 03:18 pm
my situation is draining me

The weekend wasn't that great, I was fairly depressed this weekend. One good thing though; my best friend has been married a full year today! Happy anniversary Monsie and Justin!
Mom has been on my back about the usual things, no point in discussing most of it. I try and I try to lose weight, I do various things to lose weight and it isn't enough for her. Not enough for anybody it seems, well at least the people that I'm affected by, my brother and therapist and of course my mother.
I've been told by friends and relatives (some relatives that are also friends) that they are proud of what I'm doing to lose weight. My mom isn't proud though and that makes me really sad.
I have an infection right now, so I'm taking medication. It's a pain in the arse is what it is. Oh well. I'll be signing up for summer classes soon which will be alright. My aunt and uncle are coming in on Thursday and then they might come back Memorial Day weekend with my cousins which I can't wait for.

I'm thinking of going up to Oregon in August, my cousin says the weather is better than in July. I'm used to heat but if I can escape it, that would be nice.

Well anyway, I'm having a lot of 'low days' right now and the majority of my family and the people that surround me do not help at all. I need to get out of here, it's draining me.

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lickingbeads
lickingbeads
thehappyplural
Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 07:23 am (UTC)

Parents can be total arses :( I don't know what to say really, the fact is that their opinions matter too much for us and they can hurt us so much easier than outsiders. I'm sure she doesn't really mean to? Have you talked with her? Who knows, it just might help her fix her attitude...


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bellelvsbeast
bellelvsbeast
Officer Kelli
Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 07:55 am (UTC)

I'm sorry you were depressed this weekend...:(
But congrats to your friends! :)
I'm glad family is coming in to visit...
I think anything and everything you do to lose weight/get a job/etc. is enough if you feel it's enough. Your mom has no place to judge if you are doing "enough" or not.
I'm glad you have people supporting you (me included!) :)
August in Oregon suuuuuucks...I always hated it. July is seriously better, take it from me I lived there for 18 years...yikes I still can't believe it...


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witherwings7
witherwings7
Agent 27
Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 07:57 am (UTC)

Weird, you say July is better and Ben says that August is better. I'll ask my aunt, she's lived there for like....30 years or something :P
Ben's coming down here Memorial Day weekend, I'm so stoked!


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bellelvsbeast
bellelvsbeast
Officer Kelli
Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 08:02 am (UTC)

Well it really depends on the person I suppose...in August stuff is busier since summer vacay is ending and whatnot...you know? And yes it's hotter and blah blah blah...hehehehe...;)
I'm glad you will see him soon! :)


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pearlsphere
pearlsphere
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Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 06:08 pm (UTC)

ooh I stopped by your journal to look for the rest of the photos you liked from the domestic trailer and instead, I found this entry. Even though I'm a total stranger to your flist, I can so relate to you right now: 'cause I want to get the hell outta here and get my own place (but before that I need to graduate and pass thru some things, and it's taking forever). Girl, you're not alone. I really hope you find some peaceful state of mind that will help you feel better and get better, you just have to bear with things sometimes, be patient, do the things you like doing, and remember you can't please everyone, your mom should know you're taking one step at a time, everything in the end will be just fine, if it's not, then it's not the end. *hugs*


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witherwings7
witherwings7
Agent 27
Tue, Apr. 24th, 2007 08:36 pm (UTC)

Ooops, sorry bout that. I had it under a 'fandom filter' so I didn't bombard the people who don't like Potter on my f-list. I opened it up, you can see it here

Thank you for your words, I hope you also get to leave.


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