My grandmother might die. She is so weak, she can barely stay awake long enough to drink water and soup from a cup with a straw. When I visited her in the hospital she was awake a total of one minute during the 2 1\2 hours we were there. My aunt came down from Oregon to be with Grandma.
I also feel like a complete piece of crap because I don't feel as bad as I should. I'm sad but...nothing. Nothing that compares to when Dad died..which is understandable, he's my dad but still, she's my grandmother. I should feel more about her possibly dying. So yea, I am mad at myself about that.
Job situation is the same.
So yes, I got a brief pick-me-up seeing those photos. But now after it wore off, I'm depressed again. Blah.