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Wed, Aug. 9th, 2006 09:00 pm
So, it went okay. The people were nice but a little condescending. Giving us tips on how to control anger that I knew about and that 'this is a good program to learn that intelligent and articulate people can be depressed.' Um, I know depression isn't limited to a certain set of people, I know some people might not know that but that was strange to me.
It was okay though. The psychiatrist tinkered with my medication so now I'm off the Ambien which is fine because it wasn't working. I've been on but the Lamictil but I took some of these during puberty and my body was really out of whack then. Anyway, I'm taking 50m Topomax twice daily, 50mg Trazadone and I have to work up to 2 tablets every night, 75mg Wellbutrin taken once a day, and 100mg of Lamictal taken every night. I've taken more drugs at one time then this, I just hate 'relying' on medication. It makes me kinda feel like a failure then when my mood and depression is stable and I know it's from drugs, it makes me feel bad. I like taking medication for headaches and cramps. Medication isn't a magical elixir, but it can help you stabilize enough to get of a deep enough funk just long enough to go 'ya know, I don't want this, I want help'. But anyway, it's not a cure all, it just helps a bit. I hope this helps me.
Had a vets appointment next, shots. Joy. I fell asleep on the couch when we got home (6ish) and just recently got up (it's 8:30). I hope I'm not up all night x_x

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weaz3l
weaz3l
Aleks
Thu, Aug. 10th, 2006 04:05 am (UTC)

Actually, I think I read a long time ago in a psychology paper that people with super higher intelligence or some shit are more likely to be loners and depressed. I dunno how much credibility that holds but a lot of psychologists believe it. I personally don't know yet and I'm not licensed to make theories like that yet hahaha.


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witherwings7
witherwings7
Agent 27
Thu, Aug. 10th, 2006 04:52 am (UTC)

Well I consider myself fairly intelligent but I don't have 'super intelligence', heh.
That's an interesting theory.


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bellelvsbeast
bellelvsbeast
Officer Kelli
Thu, Aug. 10th, 2006 07:12 am (UTC)

I hope your meds work...I could never take so many pills a day. Pills make me puke for some weird reason...:(


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box_of_sorrows
Box Of Sorrows
Thu, Aug. 10th, 2006 07:54 am (UTC)

Glad it went okay at least.
My sleep seems to be weird lately, sometimes I have bad bouts of insomnia but lately I've been almost instantly passing out when I sit down of an evening. It's driving Ali nuts because we'll settle to watch a film then 15mins later I'm deep asleep :-/


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