Oh, and I have a therapist appointment today but I don't want to go! I don't talk to my therapist about the more deep issues I have, because it seems he only listens to my mom's view on it or it doesn't really look at it from my eyes. The deeep issues I talk to my good friend and I sometimes mention them here. Having my friends help me is actually more helpful then when my therapist tries. He does do some good though. Meh, I guess I better head out now. It's at 6:30 and right now it's the beginning of rush hour. Joy.