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Guess who's over at my house right now? He's nothere to badger me… - Robot Skeleton Army Minion #1983
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Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005 12:58 pm
Guess who's over at my house right now?

He's nothere to badger me though. No, he's here pestering my mom. Why didn't my mom say goodbye to his wife when we left the wedding party? She did say goodbye, I was there with her! Why did we get a dog instead of visiting my grandmother? My mom was getting over a cold and was still slightly contagious. Only people with very low immune systems would have caught it at that point and my grandmother would have! The rescuer said it was fine to come by. At the same time, my family from Oregon came down here for the wedding but went on to Santa Barbara for a week before coming back down here and taking a flight home. The day before they left for Santa Barbara, my grandmother collasped (we found out later it was from a weaker heart and the heat). Sooo my relatives when to Santa Barbara. The mother of my cousins is my grandmother's daughter. You would think my grandmother's last child would give a shit? Noooo we called Grandma but didn't go over there. There isn't a bus to my grandma's so I couldn't go myself.
Now my brother is bitching to my mom about me. Why haven't I gotten a job? Why do I not have a driver's liscence? Why am I still living at home? We am I fat? Gee let's think. You can't get a job so easily in this damn city, hell it's hard to find a job anywhere! Add the fact that I have no experience (I had major troubles as a teen and my parent's didn't want me to have a job), so nobody will hire me! I don't have a drivers liscence because I do not want one. I am terrified of driving and I would make a mistake the first time I am cut off. But that's ok, I should drive anyway because it is the path to independence. Nevermind the fact that I take busses everywhere and only go with my mom when she's going to the same place. I think that is independence. YOu don't need a car to be on your own, especially when gas prices are so high and in this city, you can't get nearly everywhere by bus. I am still living at home because of my lack of job. Why do you ask? Well, without a job I have no money except for my monthy property checks (I have investments that my grandparent's set up). I get $162.50 a month. THat is not enough to rent an apartment in the worst part of the city! In fact, none of that money is spent for myself. That's all for the rats and pigs. I am trying to get a job so I can move out, but it is not easy. Why am I fat? A few reasons. One is stress, I eat when I'm sad, angry, or stressed. With a brother in my life, how can I not eat then (heh). I also had overweight birth parents, genetics people. I have a slow metabolism. I do exercise and I try to lose weight but with my family always hasseling me, it's not easy. I try though. I don't want to be a twig, hell I can't with my bone structure. My goal weight is 160 which would be just a bit overweight for my stature.
Blah, now my brother is harassing my mom about being Jewish. He forced her to go to their "present opening party" on a Saturday. My mom did NOT want to do that. We stayed at a hotel because the wedding was a Friday night. Unfortunalty, mom and I were both too stressed to realize we forgot to get a neighbor to feed the animals. I was paranoid about Fuzz and the pigs so I drove home. Mom would have but I said I would do it so she couldn't break her sabbath. I swallowed the baseball in my throat and did it.
My brother everybody, is a complete asshole. Ahh, he just left. Mom went into her room and closed the door :(

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Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005 08:17 pm (UTC)

Is there any way to like, get a restraining order on your brother? Or at least sue him for mental damage? Sheesh, what a piece of work.

Agent 27
Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005 10:18 pm (UTC)

Nope. This isn't my house, it's my mom's. Though she's very hurt by him, she loves him and won't do that.

ReplyThread Parent
Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005 10:36 pm (UTC)

You don't have to get a restraining order on the location, but you can get one on yourself. To keep him away from you. He's not doing one lick of good to your mental well-being.

ReplyThread Parent
Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005 09:42 pm (UTC)

Ugh, your brother. I don't even have words. Does he not realize what a cock he is? He seriously is a lot like my brother. Why do people have to be like that without provocation? Seriously now. First of all, I can only imagine how hard it would be to get a job where you live, hell look how long it took me to find a job! Like, over a month! And I put in applications everywhere. And as for the driving thing, well, I know several people who don't have licenses and are very independent people and take the bus or a taxi when necessary. Hell, I think that's a really big thing and takes a big person to do, I've never ridden public transportation except the Metro when I was in DC, so I admire people who know how to and can do those things. And as for being overweight, who cares, it's none of his fucking business. He should worry about himself and fuck off, not harass you and your mother. I think he's the one that needs therapy.

Box Of Sorrows
Mon, Jul. 25th, 2005 06:39 am (UTC)


What a fuckwit... There are a lot of things in life you can't plan, getting a job isn't cut and dried - "ohh, what shall I do today, I know I'll go out and get a job." doesn't work like that. I started out in a crappy job working at an electronics factory, after nearly 2 years I realised it was never going to amount to anything so I quit (thankfully my folks agreed and I was still living with them so they supported me), I took a couple more shitty jobs after that then realised I really needed some qualifications that were more flexible. I went back to college for one year, did a training course for another year then a few short-term jobs mixed with other training. In total from leaving the electronics factory to finally getting into a decent job (the one I'm doing now) took me nearly 6 years. Granted that was at a time when there were real problems with unemployment here, but it was hard work.

As for him going on about your figure, tell him to f/k off, it's your body not his. In my family one of my brothers is skinny, the rest of us are well built, I was slim(ish) when I was working in a physically demanding job but for the last 9yrs I've worked at a desk in an office, I'm not into sports so I struggle with my shape, it's just one of those things...