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Tue, Jul. 17th, 2012 11:03 pm
oh hi guys :O

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box_of_sorrows
Box Of Sorrows
Wed, Jul. 18th, 2012 06:22 am (UTC)

You know I'm always hanging around :-D

Depression is horrible, I have great difficulty in explaining at times exactly what's going on within me. The meds for it made me so badly tired and exhausted that they added to the problem. I've also put on a shed load, mostly through the insane drinking I was doing to escape, but also when you're that down it's hard to motivate yourself to do things.
My job is a day-to-day slog, I used to love my work but the actual work that we're doing now has changed so much that I'm not into it now. The downside is that of course it's my salary that supports the family and unless we uprooted and moved away there's very little else to choose from and certainly not at the wage I get.

But, there's always that opinion that there will be a wind of change coming soon and everything will come up roses lol.


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witherwings7
witherwings7
Agent 27
Wed, Jul. 18th, 2012 06:25 am (UTC)

Hello!

I wish I didn't have to work...but I'm sure that's the thought of millions of people. The actual thought of it makes me shake. I'm 29 and I've only had 3 jobs in my life. I can't keep them, the first time I'm reprimanded I fall apart, it's quite pathetic. I'm sure this also has to do with my anxiety issues. It's a pickle though because I'm running out of the money my grandma gave me. I need money to travel, something that keeps me happy...and to have money I need to somehow get an income. Oy vey...
I could make a long post about my depression but I didn't feel like it tonight. i'm on medication that's starting to lose it's effect...except for making me sleepy. Go figure.


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box_of_sorrows
Box Of Sorrows
Wed, Jul. 18th, 2012 06:34 am (UTC)

Is there nothing that you might fancy doing yourself as a small business? I'm worried about the lads at the moment with the state of the jobs market here and keep thinking that I'd always wanted to have my own business but never considered quite what. Initially I wanted to run an exotic pet place, a friend and I at the time were right upto the stage of finding a building but both backed out when we realised the overheads versus the possible income were terrible. I'd like to set something up with the lads if they wanted, but I'm wary that so far none of them show any sort of interest, enthusiasm or effort in anything they do let alone doing things for other people.

Yeah, Trazodone that I take is a heavy sedative, I was on 300mg of the stuff each night and couldn't function properly for most of the following day. On 100mg now and it's better but not ideal. Worst thing I did was slipping into drinking and becoming hooked on that, shaking that off has been a nightmare.


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